My head is aching again.
I just returned from college. My head is aching in a weird manner. It aches now for some time and then it doesn’t. I guess it’s confused too like I am. I couldn’t blame it, after all it’s my head right. Always messed up and half fucked in its own ways.
If you all remember some days back I had updated a post called THE WAITING ROOM chronicles. My experience in the waiting room while I was waiting for the Infosys placements. It was a nice day and I couldn’t ask for more. I got placed after all. :)
I just received a letter. An email from Infosys stating that my offer letter has been terminated. Some difference in 0.5 marks in the percentage had come when they took all the marks of the semester into consideration. Apparently that doesn’t satisfy the company norms and hence the withdrawal of the offer letter. Shit happens right.
I did call up and tell my parents. Their celebrations of having their son getting placed finally comes to an end. I would be lying if I say I am fine. I am hurt deep inside because somewhere deep inside, I was extremely happy about it though I pretended to be normal about it. Anyways the happiness was short lived and I am back to the start again. I guess I will brood and sulk over it and maybe then I'll be fine again. My exams are approaching soon and my running around for project hasn’t led me to anything so far. Guess I’ll add that too in my list while I am sulking.
What I am trying to say is that I want to thank everyone who wished me luck and were happy for me for getting placed. Sorry to say but that isn’t going to happen now. The bigger part is to call up all my friends and say this. atleast now I can hope that they'll stop adding "arey, tera toh mast hain yaar, tu toh placed ho gaya na.. tujhe kya tension hain ??" at the end of every sentence they say while talking to me. I am half way through the day and there is another half left. Hopefully I can pull myself through it. Maybe I’ll sleep over it. I have another test tomorrow and some big news to break to the faculty and the placement department. I’ll be offline for a few days till I am back to my normal self. Hopefully, I’ll be back tomorrow, the day after or maybe in a week or a month. I don’t know how long but I’ll be back. I have nowhere to run.
So, see you when I see you guys.
P.S : I have replied to all your comments and I wont be able to reply to comments on this one if you do so its fine if you dont. Am sorry and yup, Keep smiling and have fun. I hope to hear loads of stories when I am back.