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Friday, 4 November 2011

Back to the start



My head is aching again.

I just returned from college. My head is aching in a weird manner. It aches now for some time and then it doesn’t. I guess it’s confused too like I am. I couldn’t blame it, after all it’s my head right. Always messed up and half fucked in its own ways.

If you all remember some days back I had updated a post called THE WAITING ROOM chronicles. My experience in the waiting room while I was waiting for the Infosys placements. It was a nice day and I couldn’t ask for more. I got placed after all. :)


I just received a letter. An email from Infosys stating that my offer letter has been terminated. Some difference in 0.5 marks in the percentage had come when they took all the marks of the semester into consideration. Apparently that doesn’t satisfy the company norms and hence the withdrawal of the offer letter. Shit happens right.

I did call up and tell my parents. Their celebrations of having their son getting placed finally comes to an end. I would be lying if I say I am fine. I am hurt deep inside because somewhere deep inside, I was extremely happy about it though I pretended to be normal about it. Anyways the happiness was short lived and I am back to the start again. I guess I will brood and sulk over it and maybe then I'll be fine again. My exams are approaching soon and my running around for project hasn’t led me to anything so far. Guess I’ll add that too in my list while I am sulking.

What I am trying to say is that I want to thank everyone who wished me luck and were happy for me for getting placed. Sorry to say but that isn’t going to happen now. The bigger part is to call up all my friends and say this. atleast now I can hope that they'll stop adding "arey, tera toh mast hain yaar, tu toh placed ho gaya na.. tujhe kya tension hain ??" at the end of every sentence they say while talking to me. I am half way through the day and there is another half left. Hopefully I can pull myself through it. Maybe I’ll sleep over it. I have another test tomorrow and some big news to break to the faculty and the placement department. I’ll be offline for a few days till I am back to my normal self. Hopefully, I’ll be back tomorrow, the day after or maybe in a week or a month. I don’t know how long but I’ll be back. I have nowhere to run.
So, see you when I see you guys.
Take care.
Cheers..!!

PEACE OUT..!!!

P.S : I have replied to all your comments and I wont be able to reply to comments on this one if you do so its fine if you dont. Am sorry and yup, Keep smiling and have fun. I hope to hear loads of stories when I am back.

15 comments:

  1. hey it's okay da.. shit happens! and let's look at it positively.. I know how it feels, but you have better and possibly more amazing opportunities in front of you.. Don't sulk! It's okay.. All the best with your test and yes just sleep over it. Your Maa Paa are still proud of you and so are we.. So just relax and take your time. You will be missed! Come back soon ... *hugs* :)

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  2. Hey Nickkkkkkk....it's ok dude!! Shit Happens..It does!! Relax and take a break!! Something far far better is awaiting you, I'm sure!! Good luck for your test and cheer up...just look around and you'll see many like me who are extremely proud of you.
    Wish you loads of good luck **huggzzzz**

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  3. Sorry to hear about your head. I've suffered from migraines for a long time so I fully sympathise with you on that. Great blog as usual!

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  4. Don't worry, buddy. It's just a job. :) I know it's easier said than done. But look at it this way- Infosys did not deserve you. SOoething better will come alone before you know it. Don't brood over it. Please study well for your exams.

    God bless. Take care.

    And hrere's a hug, just in case. :)

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  5. Ok that last comment was full of typos. Sorry!

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  6. Relax Macha. Something better waiting for you in the larger scheme of things. Take a small breather for now and come back refreshed.

    Do your exams and your project well, everything else will fall into place eventually.

    Cheers :)

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  7. iv sent a mail on your yahoo/FB id plz do reply..! :)

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  8. here's a hug....i understand the pain, i have gone through the shite of job hunt and am already going through it...take your time. i will email you tomorrow.

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  9. Good luck for the tests! I should be studying too :/ And regarding the job, I'm sure there are bigger and better things awaiting you! :)

    Oh haha, it was nice to read about your head- Mine is in a perpetual state of confusion as well!

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  10. I dont know what to say to you, which others already havent. I just pray you use up your courage good enough and face this and get back up. You deserve better!
    Cheer up mate!

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  11. HOI!! One swift kick up your butt if you let this get you down. You call me 'sakhavey' and hence I take the freedom of doing the kicking. Infosys allengi Wipro. Allengi TCS. There are dime a dozen companies and a good workman always is appreciated.

    Also, I strongly believe that whatever happens happens for good. No, it's not just another redundant philosophy but an actual fact. Maybe God has better plans for you. Maybe you would have had a shitty boss in this job.

    Now go do something about that headache which is an ACTUAL concern rather than stupid Infosys and their stupid mails.

    Come back soon, before I have to hunt you down.

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  12. @ All : This is a small post in itself :) pliss to bear :)

    NOOR-E-HAQ SHAMA-E-ELAHI KO BUJHA SAKTA HE KAUN, JIS KA HAMI HO KHUDA US KO MITA SAKTA HE KAUN..!!!! :) O_O hehehhhehhehehehehe :)
    sounds cheesy after sounding so stupid on that post..!!
    frankly speaking the remaining half of the day was the most fun filled.. I never had laughed so much...!! trust me.. :) I slept over it and felt better.. tried to stay offline and concentrate on my tests in hand.

    Parents called up.. i did some senti drama.. you know right.. its good to get attention until mom got worried. then she got more worried and then worse happened. she asked me to come down as she felt am too much upset about it. and I realized that I had crossed the fine line between acting and over acting :|

    well, so me at home, having a big gala time with my niece (she is adorable and has developed an instant liking for me..!!*yay*) tomorrow dad is coming..!! so the big senti canon's will fire..!! *gulp*

    Finally, A BIG THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOU FOR ALL THOSE WORDS..!! MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL. I AM FEELING BETTER TO BE HONEST, WAS LOW INITIALLY BUT FOR THE KIND OF DEFECTED PIECE I AM, I CANT STAY DULL FOR LONG :) AND YOUR WORDS JUST FASTENED THE RECOVERY.!! I LOVE YOU ALL AND HERE IS A BEAR HUG FOR EVERY ONE :) :) :)

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  13. ENNA DA ITHU! For a second I thot wat happened to the 'happy go lucky' hero I knew!!! THNK GOD U GOT BACK ON YOUR FEET!
    P.S : HI 5 on crossing the line between 'acting' and 'over-acting' :D

    TENSION PEE JAA BETA TENSION PEE JAA! :D
    JEE KHOLKE JEENA YAARA!

    :)

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  14. @Akila : dont ask dai..!! pretty bad phase here..!! lotz of tension and Facepalm things happening..!! someday.. fursat mein bolunga :|

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shasaboeyyyyy...!!!!!