The crossroads

Hey guys, This post is a part of the Blublubling's Awesome April Inspirations.

My heart does bleed,

with a thousand words.

I only wish if you could,

hear all those.

I see your dreams,

with my open eyes.

souls we shared,

not just our lives.

My love for you,

I kept it so divine,

but with you walking away

I feel worser than swine.

I look at my life

turned so meaning less.

hard it seems now,

to clean up away this mess.

so, here I stand

at this cross road

setting sun,

and darkness around

my hope finds this song....

I sing it aloud... that,

"I'll find my place back in my life,

I'll find it once again...

I wish you would stand by my side..

when I find it once again

you walked away,

draining my happiness..

I called your name,

searched all places we met.. but found

guilt, anger, pain and hate.

mixed with my loneliness..

friends, foes no clarity,

I find now no difference.

the feeling of this life as charity

and let to live as penance.

I walk with these thoughts,

in my mind,

I stand at the cross road

where all that i find,

apart from deathly pain around..

is this song..

my song..

which I will sing as long as I can..

"I'll find my place back in my life,

I'll find it for me again.

I don't wanna be what the world wants me to be..."

here that's all I sing.

( But deep inside I know,

There is no place anyone can show,

where i feel safe, strong and warm

I wish I could be there, covered in your arm)

I'll find my place back in my life,,

Since I cant be there in your arms anymore.

I'll find it again..

for you my love.. for you.. for sure....!!!